The Journey

As I walk this path On this journey called “Life” Stumbling Falling Being met with strife I look up  ahead To see what’s coming next All the ducking And dodging Trying to miss the B.S. I reach a fork in the road Now I’m in full distress A fork in the path In my mind…

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I know it’s been a while since my last post but I have been really busy. So, now, I just have to figure out where to begin. Creatively I have been experiencing some writer’s block so I haven’t been able to give you any new material. Don’t worry though, I’m sure that I will get…

Just A Thought

I’ve been thinking Very deeply at times About how The world We live in Has changed over time Technological advances Medical Environmental as well But as I began to ponder My curiosity swelled How did this world start I began searching for answers Discovering many amazing things But yet still No definitive answer I know the…

I Desire

Inside I desire To be all I can be A husband A father A son to the Almighty Inside I desire To make my family proud To let them know No matter what I have them without a doubt Inside I desire To connect with my spirit man Grow him Nourish him Enable him to…

Memories

As I lay here My mind starts To reminisce About the many things I could’be missed The births of each child Their first words Their first steps Their priceless smiles The evolution of My Queen From a girl To a young lady To a woman The trials And storms I have endured The sacrifices And…

Twisted

Echoes whistling Fluttering around my head Torrential turbulents Flowing round the red Gray matter Known as my brain Ever present Illuminating Every single flaw I see within myself I call it Boss’s law No matter what I do Which way I turn That pressure builds up inside Internally Burning With desire Promise Achievements yet seen…

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Constantly having Unbridled thoughts Memories fading Inside my mind Emotions are raging Fighting back those thoughts That are mortally dangerous Lost on this path Without the hint of a clue Aimlessly racing about Scratching Clawing to survive This unparralled struggle I have in my mind All is not lost My struggle Is not in vain…

Does It Even Matter

Interesting Knocked down Beaten Battered A worthless existence perpetually tormented By life’s resistance Does it even matter Hopes Dreams All shattered in an instant Facing fear After Fear Trying to be strong Holding back My tears Does it even matter Internally depleted Dissatisfied With life With its cruel pranks And cold-hearted strife If I vanished…

In My Absence

In my absence How would things be Would there still Peace Harmony And tranquility In my absence If I watched from above Will those closest to me Still feel my love My presence My protection and such In my absence Would my family still flourish From the love Laughs And precious moments we shared In…

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No more sorrow No more pain A lonely Listless soul Back on this road again Seemingly eternally damned To this path Scratching Clawing Yet still feeling Its wrath This lonely Listless soul Once with a heart Pure as gold Now unrecognizable Heart covered in mold This lonely Listless soul Its strength So unique Drowning in…

Dr. Jekyll/ Mr Hyde

Internally I’m going on a ride One that’s doomed To allow My two sides to collide A struggle So intense It even scares me Dr. Jekyll is full of love Compassion And things of that sort Mr Hyde on the ohter hand Is not a good sport He’s at the opposite end Of that spectrum…

If

If I ceased to exist Would it even matter No more drama No pain No more noise And useless banter If I ceased to exist Would I be a memory Whether good Or bad Lasting through Eternity If I ceased to exist Or just vanish from this place Would my life Be considered A total…

Reconnecting

My meomries fading Unsure what to do Through my eyes I see beauty In my mind Unaware it’s you Where did it go How could this be Have those moments been lost For all eternity Is there a trigger To bring them rushing back A pill An exercise Maybe I just need to relax Or be…

Lost In Me

Sometimes my world Feels uneasy Warped by tangled thoughts Confusing mysteries As I travel through my mind Trying to understand reality My perception gets lost Cause I’m Lost in me A plethra of avenues Full of right And wrong turns Faulty intuition Manufactured concerns In my mind Three versions I see All this while I’m Lost…

Number 13

    I was speechless The first time I saw you Electricity filled the air Internally our hearts mended Into one we both share Our journey has been A mixture of many things Some happy Some sad Some just in between We’ve been tried And tested Yet we still last Continuing To grow stronger Despite…

Just For Mom

So much time has passed Since I last saw your smiling face Missing the moments The times we shared Imagining my life If you were still here Picturing the almosts Things that were almost shared Seeing your kids grow up Being strong parents Seeing the new generations Born rite before your eyes And watching them…

Real Black Brotha

Real Black Brotha Stand up Be proud Of your heritage Your namesake Stand out in the crowd A real Black Brotha Is always true To their family Their friends It’s nothing new Real Black Brotha Be honest and straight The ones who are not Are soon found to be fake For it has been written…

You Never Know

You never know What How When And where You never know The time Or place All you can do Is run the best race In life Triumphing over Cataclysmic tragedies Path altering formalities While attempting To not become a casualty You never know What hand You’ve been dealt What emotions will be felt How many…

Just Messing Around

Emotions Running rampant Out of control Going in every direction Mentally losing my hold On reality The one  thing Keeping me sane But yet I constantly refrain from My emotions Being my guide Through this journey So I analyze Criticize Pull away Til I’m ready To play again This time taking charge With an effortless…